June 23. 2009 by admin.

Wow, I have been taking a break from reading IF blogs and I come to find out many of you recently got pregnant. How depressing. Yes, I said depressing and you all very well know why and I don’t feel the need to explain myself on that. However, I am very happy for all of you whom are pregnant and I wish you all the very best.

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June 21. 2009 by admin.

I decided to change the look of the blog and go with a more “neat” look…So don’t be alarmed. I now have to fix it up a bit and change links and such. It will give me something to work on as well, busy is good & change is sometimes good.

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June 20. 2009 by admin.

I’m still around, still trying to get used to hubby not being here, tomorrow marks 2 weeks since he left. Still is not getting any easier, but I knew it wouldn’t.

I’ve been watching more movies than in the past and I guess it has been my “lucky” week. I am saying lucky in a very sarcastic way. All the movies I keep running into are about infertility.

I know, I have the choice to change the channel, to ignore it, but I always get sucked in. I just love how far off Hollywood can be sometimes with their infertile facts. I actually laughed at certain points in this movie today because the things that happened were just so “easy”.

You know, easy as in “Well if you adopt, you will most likely get pregnant”, that kind of silly, weirdness. I also love how they make adoption look. They always make it look and seem miserable, but it only takes them like 2 weeks to bring home a  bouncing little baby & all they have to do is sign their names on a piece of paper. NOT REALISTIC.

But, we cry at these movies anyways, why…because their outcome is what we all want, to bring home a baby!

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June 11. 2009 by admin.

Hello Ladies, so sorry it has been a while yet again since I’ve posted. Although I did state that things would be slow here for a reason.

Daniel left on Sunday for a 6 month deployment over seas and well, it has not been easy. It never is no matter how much you prepare.

So for now it is me and my 3 pups!

I am keeping busy spending time with my pups, reading, writing and The Sims 3! If your not playing The Sims 3, go buy it, you wont regret it! So much fun.

One thing I find so funny (gag) is that in The Sims 3, you can buy fertility treatments and you end up with twins and sometimes triplets. Even with that, I love the game and it consumes all my lonely hours and when I can not sleep.

Not much else to report on now. I hope you are all well. I have taken a break from visiting IF blogs but please don’t think I have forgotten about you, because I have not. Sometimes it is healthy to step away from it all for a bit.

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June 1. 2009 by admin.

I know it might sound really weird or odd but today I feel at peace with my infertility. Even if it is only for a short time. No, I am not giving up or giving in.

My husband is leaving this week for 6 months over seas, in a way this is what is freeing me and making me at peace with my infertility, for now. As there really is nothing that can be done, especially by myself.

So even though I am beside myself over my husband leaving and so sad, there is some emotional relief at least with IF.

Sorry I do not blog here often, the situation is at a point right now where we can’t do anything anyways and we have to wait, how long? I don’t know exactly. It could be about 2 years or maybe more.

Right now we are trying to figure out what is our next step, if we should continue down the road we have been taking, or go off on a different one.

I will blog here when the need arises and pertains to Infertility as this is the sole reason for this blog. So please bare with me as there will be long stretches of silence on this blog. I do hope one day in the future, that it will be bustling daily with updates on what we are doing to become parents.

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