30

Yesterday was my 30th birthday. It came with a mix of feelings and emotions. Most of them not good. It does not feel good to be 30 and still not have any children. It hurts, it hurts a lot.

I tried not to think if it much yesterday so I tucked it away, but it still hurt.

The evening ended up being nice, not weather wise but we went and saw fireworks, it was for Memorial Day, but I’d like to think they were for me,lol!

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